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Monday, May 15, 2006 @ 11:02 PM

[22:57] * RooP is Mesmerised by: Ronan Keating - Lost For Words [03:48m/192Kbps/44KHz]

its official..i dun like this may..be it fatigue be it emotional be it mental..its all so damn wrong in this may...
i saw the sign, the sign of letting go
last tues wee hours one of my cousin passed away. due to heart attack. and hes so damn young lah. 41 years old. but life and death is already being decided already. been to his wake on tues n wed night. din noe attend a wake could be so tiring especially after work. whats happen next is insane to me for the first time in my life.
my heart felt the pain instantly when i saw ur sms
here goes, on thurs morning i went to attend my cousin's funeral. applied urgent leave to attend. so there i was woke up at 7am and eat breakfast, prepared everything and went out to the funeral parlour which is at singapore casket. All the rituals, the ceremonies blah blah and sent my cousin away for the last time. His wife wrote a very touching parting letter to him and paste it on his coffin to be cremated together. The letter wrote how she remembered the good and bad times when they were together, that she promised to bring up their 4 children. After reading, deep inside me i was very touched with the words. Love is so powerful afterall. A person's love for one can surpass any hatred, and attaining forgive and forget. After which we went to mandai crematorium where the cremation was to be held. Sent him the last journey and witness the coffin being pushed to the burner for cremation. A life had come to a halt and we all hoped he could find his way to the other world peacefully.
but i am happy for you
R.I.P my dear cousin bro
cos you had found someone worthy of you
After the funeral, we proceed up north to malaysia to send my aunt home. She came down from malaysia on wednesday to attend the funeral. She lived in Sengpang Rengang, a small town in johore. For the thru trip my bro is the one driving while i drove the fro trip. and this is the first time i hit 170km/h on the malaysian highway. COOL! I could have gone for higher speeds but my balls somehow shrunk when i saw the 170km/h mark on the speedometer. LOL. so back to reality of 110-120km/h speed. XD And man was that tiring sia. once i reached home i went for a short nap. cos after that at night got mahjong session at alex house. WOOT!! The last time in alex house i won money but this time round i got totally no luck at all. From start till almost the end, i lost almost all my chips. till the last 3 rounds then i managed to turn the tide. but in the end lost 5 bucks. well thats some achievement afterall. We played till 4+ in the morning, alex dropped ryo, jl and ah lam at his house and dropped me at the main road. i thus took a cab home. reached home bout 5 dropped dead on bed
you have my heartfelt blessings
at 8am later of the day, my mum waked me up cos we are going out to the sea to drop my cousin's ashes into the ocean. so there i was, with a slight headache, went to the marina south pier where the ceremony will begin. 10 of us board a ferry and we went to the open sea. The shifu then perfom the rituals and eventually my nephew dumped my cousin's ashes into the ocean. that was the last time i saw my cousin. life is so fragile as you never will know what will happens next.
i will never forget the times
After that went to have lunch with my other cousins. Traditional Teochew dishes at the Liang Kee restaurant near Mohd Sultan. Had a full lunch and after which my cousin sent me n my mum home. Again i went to take a nap, cos later in the night got to attend Mary's bday celebration at the ktv. WOOT. so this david came to pick me up cos my bro is using the car. he also went to picked up cherlene and zann and eventually meetup with mark. then we go to the pub which david's fren owned. Because i din drive thus i can drink as much as i wanted to. ;D Drinking is not a very big problem to me. as long as not one shot drink all, i can remain sober throughout the night. Then teresa popped by to bring us the invitation cards to her wedding dinner. june 9th is the day. WOAH. and its at fullerton. WAH KAOZ. high class. means BIG ANG PAO! -_-". so the night was spent drinking, singing, playing pool and everyone of us enjoyed ourselves very much. Went home at 4+ too and david sent us home. reached home about 5.30 and fell dead on the bed. another day gone.
it will always serve as part of my fond memories
now comes sat. well sleep till 12pm then wake up. felt so lethargic. and 2 days of "holiday" gone like that. its like i din do anything during that 2 days lor. well sat also another day of activity. went down to atrium with channon at around 330 but in the evening i got a wedding dinner to attend. so there i was dressed in my smart casual outfit and went down to atrium. lol. played abit of ID and then went to meet up with philip to go to the wedding dinner. The one who got married is one of our poly classmate Pearlyn. That makes me think for the rest of the months, i got like almost every month 1 wedding dinner to attend to. COOL HUH. but not cool for my pocket sia. anyway pearlyn's wedding dinner is those typical chinese dinner. and this is one of the most chop chop dinner i ever had lor. it started from 845pm and ends at 1015pm. fast huh. LOL. afterwhich took train back home with philip. 11pm reached home and i seriously fell dead on my bed again. so damn tired.
so long my sk ger..all the best..;(
sunday is another slacking day for me. rot at home then in the afternoon went to queensway to restring my badminton racquet. then went home dinner and slack again. =P thats my whole 4 days of holidays. PATHETICALLY USED!!
-emotionally wrecked-
thats all for now..ja~
will i get that chance again? i seriously dunnoo....
Till next time got interesting thing then update liao. CHAOZ~